The last few months I’ve been struggling with my weight. I gained a lot of weight the second half of this year. Sometime I’m depressed and sometimes I’ll just decide that I’m content with myself although it never lasted very long. Pathetic as it sounds right now my happiness kind depends on my weight. I have to do something it about it. I;m tired of not being happy and complaining. I hate listening to myself complain. Do you know how hard it is to run away from your own thoughts?